Silver Linings

I just got back from watching the sunset, and now I’m sitting here in my favorite, big, comfortable living room chair, listening to some wonderful, well-produced music which has moved me into a deep into personal reflection.

As some of you know, I’m currently on a medical leave from work. I have yet to disclose the condition publicly, but needless to say, it’s not life-threatening and everything is going to be okay.

Maybe the music is playing with my heartstrings, but my thoughts right now are geared on this crazy ride known as life—and thus far the ride (probably like yours) has been filled with wild swings both up and down. Focusing on the ups keeps me happy and sane. As for the downs? There have been some terribly low moments as I will briefly describe, but somehow there has always been a silver lining.

One thing about those ups and downs, looking at them closely maintains within me a deep seated contentment, particularly when I consider life’s most distant horizon.

But touching on the ups, none outdo the beautiful woman I fell head-over-heals in love with when we were both 18. The ups also include my four children who I relished raising and now enjoy watching do life as adults—and I can’t forget the sheer joy I receive from hanging out with my four grandchildren.

The ups also encompass family and friends, laughter, vacations, recreation, and the opportunity to have been an occasional blessing to those in need. In particular I’m thinking of all the kids who were adopted, including my third son, Josh, via my TV segment on Channel 5,”Brian’s Kids.

Certainly my career has been an up. Not just the accolades, promotions, awards and income, but the talented (and in some cases super famous) people I’ve worked with, and the moments of side-splitting hilarity that have occurred behind the scenes that most will never even know about.

And then there are the downs. The worst moment of my life was witnessing the death of a friend when I was ten, but miraculously that eventually turned out to be an odd sort of up as it caused me (and a quite a few others, including his parents) to become aware of the promise of Heaven.

Another down that landed up was when I recklessly turned my back on my parents and went incommunicado with them until my brother stepped in and told me Dad had fallen ill. In the months to come our relationship was fully restored and turned out being better than I could have ever imagined. In his last moments Dad urged me to get along with Mom, which I did.

Again, the downs (and there are many more) have convinced me is that, despite some very real pain and regret, there can be a silver lining.

As I sit here in this comfy easy chair, I’m also thinking of four buddies of mine who have cancer. I pray for them daily—lately I’ve been awakened in the middle of the night from a dream in which I’m praying for them. So, I wake up and pray.

Interestingly, while all of these men cherish life, none of them fear death; because they know that, eventually, Heaven awaits. Like me, they have all placed their trust in the one who proclaims:

“I am the resurrection and the life. Whoever believes in me, though they die, yet shall live, and everyone who lives and believes in me shall never die.”

So, I’m good. I’ve hit one of life’s speed bumps, but I’m confident that this little down will become a big up.

I can’t wait to see all the silver linings.

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  1. Linda Wagner says

    You are missed!
    Whatever your health issue, I’m praying everything goes well for you.
    I’m noticing many people are having health challenges right now (including friends), and wondering what’s going on.
    Wishing you and your family a very Happy Thanksgiving and Christmas season!
    May our Dear Lord have mercy and bless us all!
    Brad and Katie doing great job too!
    Bless you,
    Linda Wagner, a fan

  2. Todd S. says

    I had to move to NYC for work about a year ago, but still keep a house in the East Bay. Returning ‘home’ this week I remembered the fantastic Morning Show on KSFO with Brian and Katie. Was very disappointed to hear you were not on the air. When I lived here full time I used to commute from the Alamo area to San Mateo daily early in the morning and loved to listen to the Morning Show. Such great guests like Doctor History and even Dr. Savage. Katie and Sherri are a riot too. And Brian you have such a great way of setting up a story and laying it out. And all the great local bay area antics (“Jim” dropping ladders on the freeway, etc). The Morning Show is an island of sanity in an ocean of psychotic, insane liberals in the Bay Area.

    Our prayers are with you Brian and hope you can return to the show soon.

  3. Bryan Fisher says

    Brian, what an encouragement you have been not only on TV and radio but in this “Silver Linings” blog. I admire the courage and conviction of your honest testimony with all glory to God, and I appreciate the class in which you and your family carry yourselves. Thanks for the good word, and we will keep you in our prayers.

    • Brian Sussman says

      Thanks, Bryan.
      Life throws us a ton of challenges, but we must look toward Heaven.
      Best regards and Happy Thanksgiving.

  4. Nathan Cerruti says

    Prayers Brian, as the sticker says F!#% cancer, and hope your health improves quickly and endures for many more sunrises. Moved out of California, had enough of the progressive insanity, but still listen to 560KSFO mornings on my computer, and your brother does a great job, but miss your great opinions. Get back to work soon brother!

  5. Robert Kehl says

    I glad I found your letters Brian I don’t know you personally but I have listened to your show for several years and still remember you as a tv weather man. I’ve been wondering for a while why you have been absent for so long. Your letter brings some hope for my resent tragic loss of my youngest son 11-23-19. He was killed in a rollover car accident on a canal dirt road not wearing a seatbelt as a passenger on joy ride a little after midnight in Tracy. He touched so many people and had so many friend. We are blessed and so proud of him. My heart is forever broken. I know he’s in heaven. Brian I pray for you and your family that you will be able to adjust after your parents loss. Get well soon.

    • Brian Sussman says

      I so sorry for the loss of your son.
      Check back here on January 2nd. I’ll be sharing the whole story of what’s been going on with me then.
      Best regards to you,

  6. bill moore says

    Bryan, miss you, I grew up in the san joaquin valley listening to SF radio talk shows you have brought back many memories ie. IRA BLUE, DAVE MCELHATTON, JAZZBO COLLINS, OWEN SPAN, DON SHERWOOD, MUSIC TILL DAWN W/KEN ACKERMAN, FRED GOERNER and the AMELIA EARHART investigation. Praying for you, get better brother.

    • Brian Sussman says

      Those names are ICONIC!
      Thank you for your prayers.
      This is a challenging time for me…
      Best regards,

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